Who’s getting laid off today?

Waiting for the phonecall to hear that you’re getting laid off is torture.

We heard it was happening, and some even knew they were going, but then when it does it’s still sorta surprising. We’ve been looking around at who isn’t busy, who we could do without. Today it’s only 6 laid off, and it wasn’t me, but it’s not over yet. So there is no relief in still sitting here cause it will likely be more over the next months.

But it’s an end, and that’s what’s so hard. Working with people who are friends has been lovely. It’s what turns an okay job into one that I really care about.

Saying goodbye is never easy. And I’m just not ready.